No one has hurt me recently except for myself. I have a feeling that me hurting myself in some way. Mungkin aku tak tahu apa, tapi aku pasti if my friends are here with me, dia orang tahu, and dia orang boleh explain just what have I been doing to myself.
Aku tak pandai nak express my own feelings. What I feel is what I feel. So if there is a person who can translate my heart perfectly, sangat lah suka. He/she knows how I feel, translate it and I would say “ That is exactly how I feel, tq”. Then, only I know. What we think is different from how we feel. Hearts and mind cannot cooperate together. Minda boleh kita tipu, tapi hati kita tak boleh tipu. Bila aku cakap, aku rasa tu betul, tapi lama-lama, aku fikir balik, “Is that how I really feel?” Am I using my heart or my brain? Ntah la eh. Complicated.
My friends said I’ve been cheating my own feelings for quite sometimes tapi aku rasa tak. Tengok. Degil tak degil aku ni. T_T
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